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.+*+.+*+.+* Untamed Rose *+.+*+.+*+.Sealed with a Kiss ~ thoughts, dreams, desires, secrets.. me. May 12 Sunshine through the cloudsIt's been months... whoops! Here's my latest thoughts, miscellaneous bits and pieces picked out from my head ^.^
Lots of things have changed I guess, but taking it all in good stride - or so I want to view it as. Sometimes things just have to happen for a reason I think, the good and the bad, but we always take something from them that we can reflect on later down the track. I think the most important thing is to always try to see the light at the end of the tunnel - once you let darkness take over, it's so hard to find your feet again. I have so many people I can rely on to be my support, and I'm so thankful for that - when times are so hard, I always have people around me. So here's just a little thank you to all those who have put a smile on my face when I needed it most.
As a small update to my last blog entry, .:LT/AU:. has officially closed down and I just don't have the time to find a new domain, or to set it all up again. It was 4 years of work and I can't possibly expect myself to build it all again within months. It was a really good experience but its been many years now (started in 2002, its been 7 years...) and it will remain in the past. I have saved all the information, probably really just for personal memory, but thank you to all those who were there supporting it through the years. A big thank you to the unofficial Liv Tyler website http://www.lovelylivtyler.com who always promoted it, and were in close affiliation :)
Ah completly random but ... I love this metallic candy pink Sony VAIO !! The sun's shining right through the windows into my room, reflecting off my laptop and its such a glowing soft, sparkly pink right now! Did I mention I love this shade of pink ... it's like my entire blog, all a nice blend of pinks together. It's ... me :) hehe
They say you can never take away the boy in a man, and I think it's true for girls ... there'll always be this girly, feminine side to me no matter what age. Why put it aside and hide it, it's a reminder of who you were and the foundations of your personality. We can all act 6 years old again (maybe a bit too much for myself...), and it's not embarassing to admit it :P It takes out all the fun in life if you have to suddenly take it all away to 'grow up'. Everyone matures in their own time, and who said you can't be mature while keeping this side to you :)
I'm completly in love with Tim Janis' music right now ... stumbled upon him by accident, but he composes the most beautiful, relaxing songs I've heard for a long time. He seems to like the theme of water ... oceans, rivers, coasts, and when you close your eyes you can imagine yourself lying down in a soft patch of grass next to the water's edge, with the shade of the trees enveloping you on a bright sunny day, dreaming of floating through the streams, under waterfalls, finding new beauty in nature. I know... it's completly not like me to like this genre, but its so relaxing and it's what I'm in need of a lot of the time.
I find I'm so much more anxious and stressed these days ... it's not good, and I'm coping as well as I can with really great support from my someone special :) My friends too, they're always looking out for me, making sure I'm okay. I don't really want to walk down the path I once visited, where it was just suffering and pain for months on end. And I'm praying every day that my health will improve rather than relapse. But like I said at the beginning of this entry, always look for the light at the end of the tunnel, because once its gone its hard to find again. Don't sympathise for me please, I hated feeling like I was made of glass that could break at any moment. Right now I'm happy, I'm surrounded by those who love me, and I'm still living, breathing. What more can one ask for?
Ah which brings me to another pet peeve of mine ... I can't stand selfish people who want the spotlight and attention simply because they have some sort of 'bad' event happening in their life. And by bad I'm talking about broken bones, giant case of the flu, liver disease because they stupidly drunk themselves there with alcohol every weekend. I'm hearing about all these people who go through this and they announce it to the world like it's the apocalypse. Why?? Is it to feel more 'special' that you're in some sort small dilemma? It shows weakness in personality in my opinion, it is so much more admirable and memorable if you are able to get through tough times with a smile on your face. Don't go seeking for attention and wallow in self-pity... it's downright selfish and demeaning.
Harsh? Maybe a little... but in my profession as a nurse, I don't sympathise or feel sorry for any of my patients, terminally ill or not. Life is a mystery, and will always remain as such. So is death, it's all around us and it's simply the end of a small journey for us. People come and go, some leave more of a lasting impression than others. It happens, and it happens a lot. You are not the first person to break a bone, you are not the first to have cancer, and no you cannot tell me that I do not know what suffering is. I've been through so much, more than a lot can imagine and I'm still here with a smile on my face. I didn't announce it to the world in those 2 years of absolute hell, nor did I need to. It was my personal journey and so it shall be.
Maybe one day I'll write about it ... maybe. Someone did suggest that to me a month or two ago, I should write down all my feelings, thoughts and memories of what I went through, if not for others to read one day then at least for myself to reflect upon. It still brings back many emotions right now, the last time I tried to talk about it I was in tears ... so maybe one day in the future when I'm ready, I'll write about it.
I'll end off here ... hopefully I've given you some insight on a different side of me. Take what I said and apply it to life, no one knows what awaits them in life - but it's always worth living just to see the good and the bad of it. We all learn from these experiences, and so I hope you will too.
October 24 It feels like I've lost someone close...I recieved an email from MSN Groups today with rather annoying and upsettings news ...
I thought that I'm long past and over my baby I created in 2002, .:LT/AU:. has seen its ups and downs, been under its own spotlight for so long and respected as not just a 'group' but a 'site and community' up in the ranks with other Liv Tyler websites. And now, approaching its 6th year in the spotlight next month, it's all coming to a close.
MSN Groups is closing February 2009, all groups will be deleted. They offered to move the groups to their partner site 'multiply', which I have for now TEMPORARILY just so I don't lose all the data and photos uploaded at .:LT/AU:., but its set out very badly, its very much 'blog like'. You can find it here at http://www.ltau.multiply.com for now, however MSN Groups will change into Windows Live Groups. If its very similar to what MSN Groups was like, I will start from scratch and move all the content over. However... its not launched yet so I can only sit and wait, and hope there's enough time to rebuild the site before I lose all the content.
I'm not really a fan of setting up .:LT/AU:. as a website, html coding drives me nuts, however if Windows Live Groups don't look too good either, I will consider that... or we'll just see the end of .:LT/AU:.
I technically stopped working on the site since 2006, but the site itself has been open to the public since with Liv Tyler's site http://www.lovelylivtyler.com being in close connection. It will be a shame to suddenly have all the work and memories brought to a sudden end, the fans suddenly without a source of information and place to gather with others.
Come back here for updates ... I'll see what I can do :)
xox
November 30 I'm here :)*pokes* :)
It's been ages hasnt it.. oopsies, thankyou Derrick.. you reminded me lol and here's the hug i promised you lol *huggles Deckie!* Anyway... first year of university is over!! :D I got my results back yesterday and im over the moon :) Thankyou for all your prayers and support, i really appreciated it all *huggles* 2 more years and i'll be a nursie wheee!
On holidays... so relaxing, too bad im so relaxed i forget the date and the day.. and almost the year i'm in, i've also been given the name sloth :( my sleeping patterns went out the window.. i AM NOT A SLOTH all done with complaining hehe, for now. Oooh i'm going away overseas in 3 weeks.. i'm gonna miss everyone *sniffle* i dont get to spend xmas & new years here with my friends *pouts*
Ooo and since im procrastinating again, i love this (i couldnt help myself... its like.. so true! :D):
WIFE VS HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws." WORDS A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day... 30,000 to a man's 15,000. The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men... The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?" CREATION A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time." The wife responded, "Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you! WHO DOES WHAT A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning. The wife said, "You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee." The husband said, " You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee." Wife replies, "No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee." Husband replies, "I can't believe that, show me." So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says.........."HEBREWS" The Silent Treatment A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM ." He left it where he knew she would find it.The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM . Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece. Oh and thankyou to all those who keep commenting... i know i've been quiet for ages :P But doesnt mean i'm gone :) And for those who are reading this from the website, .:LT/AU:. has just celebrated its 5th year online being one of the most respected fan sites :) Thankyou to everyone who keeps it alive, and you guys at lovelylivtyler.com And... i better stop, before i bore everyone... XoxoX
> Mwa <
September 05 60 thingsI was procrastinating as usual when supposed to be finishing off a few assignments... and came across this lol, it put a few smiles on my face because of just how true and silly it is :P
--Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE) --"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. --Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. --Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. --A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. --Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. --Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. --Guys get jealous easily. --Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. --Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. --Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. --Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway. --Girls are guys' weaknesses . --Guys are very open about themselves. --It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long. --Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend. --If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice. --A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. --Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships. --Guys will brag about anything --Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot. --No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key. --Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience. --Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped. --Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. --Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. --Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships. --Try to be as straightforward as possible. --If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. --If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside. --When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that. --When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." --Guys don't really have final decisions. --If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. --If a best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you. --When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. --When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. --Guys like femininity not feebleness. --Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. --A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. --Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. --Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much. --Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. --Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more. --If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you. --Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. --A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. --No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. --Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. --We don't like girls who are too skinny. --We love it when girls talk about there boobs. --Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not .... --Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours... --When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually --Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.. --Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts... --Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times. --When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. The only one i dont really agree with is how open guys are... hello? You need to drug them or something before they'll open up to you to even talk about what's bothering them... or they just have to be head over heels in love with you, either one.
XoxoX!
August 01 :)Yup, me again :) It's been a month lol.. and i'm kinda bored, so why not update! I'm feeling so lathargic, and yet so bored.. so go figure lol. I can't think of what to do...
Overall i'm alright, my condition's a little up and down at times and getting sick isnt fun since my immune system's kinda knocked out. Overall i'm really happy that i've managed to get to where I am today with a chronic illness. I don't believe I could of got here without the continuing guidance and care of the Lord, and those people He blessed me with in my life to help me get through so much in the past year. You know who you are, and know how much I love you guys :)
As few people may remember, the church hasn't been running smoothly since the new pastor arrived, and it's kinda getting worse. I haven't attended church as much as I've wanted, however just seeing someone standing there ruining the reputation of spiritual worship and a place to do so is sickening.
In amongst all the studying for uni (which btw is very enjoyable.. nursing is really something i'll enjoy - to be able to be rewarded with priceless experiences of knowing I had changed a person's life, able to give them another chance, or, to aid them to move on from this life in comfort) i'm really finding no time to do much of what i did last year.. last year it was all about going out. Now, all i want is to rest when i'm actually not busy lol.
Guess what I did earlier... i didn't know it was possible, but i managed to slip over on carpet... go figure lol.
Well, i'll end it here this time, *huggles to all* :)
>Mwa<
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